For the past few days I’ve felt awake.
Finally after these past months of feeling like I’ve been carrying around all this weight everywhere and pretending everything is okay, I can breathe. 16 hour naps followed by three days of being “awake” was the norm. And I say “awake” because those days felt like walking through crowds of people without ever reaching a destination.
There’s value in every relationship. Past and present. Friends, family, ex’s. Happiness is just a matter of communication and sincerity.